happyyyyyyyyyyy

Another blog…..yeah after 3 blogs I ‘d realized its not very easy to write particularly if you ve got nothing much to say to the world..but then I thought I should fancy my chances…what I realyy wanna say now…I don’t know…I jus felt like writin n getting myself heard…its 5 in the morning n I m still struggling to sleep…waitin for the 1st ray to sing me a lullaby….crap…nevermind…..dats what i m famous for deliverin…hehe..i ve got nothing much to say except….yeah..crap…so this blog is more like readin a page from the madman’s dairy….n yes I hafta tell you….i m listenin to this song called “Amsterdam” by the sweet british act called coldplay..since..n its d umpteenth time dat I played it…gosh its 1 hell of a song n probably for the first time the thought crossed my mind…that Chris Martin can sometimes actually sound better than Thom Yorke….now this is another unnecessary debate n probably I,as a person ,is ,at the present moment is totally incompetent to tell n explain you guys why I quoted the two names above….crap….see I got u again…may be this is what its all about…its like a chain reaction….we finish doin some shit n then we see another pile is already there to be taken care of…is this really necessary..we sometimes end up thinkin but do we have an option…u like it or not honey..u gotta deal with them anyways….jus imagine the number of useless things we end up doin in our lifetime…at the end of the day does it really matter….ashes to ashes..dust to dust….may be I m soundin nuts but probably insanity can sometimes be..well crap again….but yes its true.We humans have an undying obseesion with unhappiness…it’s a love affair I guess which infact has propelled our progress from the prehistoric caves to todays’ concrete jungles.We,humans,are probably biologically designed to be obsessd with unhappiness…no matter what we are,where we are,irrespective of the great divide of religion,boundaries,age,sex n every noun of this kind…..we simply are too good in usherin in a feelin of unhappiness,there is always something extra you will crave for if you a homo sapien n this is something so freakin common in everyone of us…every one…Its so very hard,I guess infact near impossible to find someone who is perfectly happy.Absolute happiness may be is a void term in our case.For us happiness has always been a relative term.You might come across the seemingly perfect happy face but at the end of the day even he will have his history to tell you.Everyone has his story and I don’t know I guess its ushers in a sense of pride,a very primitive one,to consider ourselves unhappy and unlucky.To wish things could have been better in our case n blah blah n to feel how lucky the other person is coz’ he has got some particular thing which you do not have but crave for.But as I told you absolute happiness is as dead a term as the dodo.Even that guy will have his story.We,humans,simply cant appreciate the things that we already have coz’ we are not like that genetically,its simple.We will always try to make our situation better. Maybe it is this crave to make things allright that made us built great civilizations,great cities,empires,weapons.Every step up in technology will perhaps always be indebted to this inborn feelin that binds us all together.”THE MATRIX” brings this point out when Neo asks the architect why did not hethe matrix a place of permanent bliss and happiness.To be happy is simply not there in our genes.As long as we are here on this planet probably we will continue our march up,tryin to make our future HAPPY….But happinesss I guess in this case will be the proverbial CARROT for the horse.Mankind,the horse,will always chase and in doin so it will cross the many hurdles that crosses it path…takin great leaps forward………………untill the end…………..

happyyyyyyyyyyy

Another blog…..yeah after 3 blogs I ‘d realized its not very easy to write particularly if you ve got nothing much to say to the world..but then I thought I should fancy my chances…what I realyy wanna say now…I don’t know…I jus felt like writin n getting myself heard…its 5 in the morning n I m still struggling to sleep…waitin for the 1st ray to sing me a lullaby….crap…nevermind…..dats what i m famous for deliverin…hehe..i ve got nothing much to say except….yeah..crap…so this blog is more like readin a page from the madman’s dairy….n yes I hafta tell you….i m listenin to this song called “Amsterdam” by the sweet british act called coldplay..since..n its d umpteenth time dat Iam playin it…gosh its 1 hell of a song n probably for the first time the unholy thought crossed my mind…that Chris Martin can sometimes actually sound better than Thom Yorke….now this is another unnecessary debate n probably I,as a person ,is ,at the present moment is totally incompetent to tell n explain you guys why I quoted the two names above….crap….see I got u again…may be this is what its all about…its like a chain reaction….we finish doin some shit n then we see another pile is already there to be taken care of…is this really necessary..we sometimes end up thinkin but do we have an option…u like it or not honey..u gotta deal with them anyways….jus imagine the number of useless things we end up doin in our lifetime…at the end of the day does it really matter….ashes to ashes..dust to dust….may be I m soundin nuts but probably insanity can sometimes be..well crap again….but yes its true.We humans have an undying obseesion with unhappiness…it’s a love affair I guess which infact has propelled our progress from the prehistoric caves to todays’ concrete jungles.We,humans,are probably biologically designed to be obsessd with unhappiness…no matter what we are,where we are,irrespective of the great divide of religion,colour,race,boundaries,age,sex n every noun of this kind…..we simply are too good in usherin in a feelin of unhappiness,there is always something extra you will crave for if you are a homo sapien n this is something so freakin common in everyone of us…every one…Its so very hard,I guess infact near impossible to find someone who is perfectly happy.Absolute happiness may be is a void term in our case.For us happiness has always been a relative term.You might come across the seemingly perfect happy face but at the end of the day even he will have his history to tell you.Everyone has his story and I don’t know I guess its ushers in a sense of pride,a very primitive one,to consider ourselves unhappy and unlucky.To wish things could have been better in our case n blah blah n to feel how lucky the other person is coz’ he has got some particular thing which you do not have but crave for.But as I told you absolute happiness is as dead a term as the dodo.Even that guy will have his story.We,humans,simply cant appreciate the things that we already have coz’ we are not like that genetically,its simple.We will always try to make our situation better. Maybe it is this crave to make things allright that made us built great civilizations,great cities,empires,weapons.Every step up in technology will perhaps always be indebted to this inborn feelin that binds us all together.”THE MATRIX” brings this point out when Neo asks the architect why did not hethe matrix a place of permanent bliss and happiness.To be happy is simply not there in our genes.As long as we are here on this planet probably we will continue our march up,tryin to make our future HAPPY….But happinesss I guess in this case will be the proverbial CARROT for the horse.Mankind,the horse,will always chase and in doin so it will cross the many hurdles that crosses it path…takin great leaps forward………………untill the end…………..until the very best end........

DIRTY

yeah...lets talk about the forbidden.....somethin so very prevalent yet so much of inhibition attached to it...somethin which helps in sustainin life yet the very mention of it brings in a sense of disgust in so many people....you are not supposed to talk about it....openly...yeah you can talk about it amongst your close friends and your in circle(this is particular in case of girls) yet you cannot go to your science professor and start questioning about it.......dats considered a blasphemy.......I am talkin bout dat three letterd word called SEX...n I bet regardless of wat one says it is mankind's favourite word....Everyone likes it and every on likes talkin about it...It is so very open yet so very prohibited......n I guess dat particular gentleman was right when he said....Sex is an over rated creature...And the case becomes even more particular when it comes to India....We Indians are supposed to be cultured,well mannered,value oriented....in short a model human being...so we don't talk about sex....d rule is simple and it is well maintained .....When the time comes you yourself will come to know about it....your parents are not goin to utter even a word....no way they are goin to teach you to sin....so how do you learn....It didnt took me long to learn about it....n i guess its the same with the majority of us...Sex education was a word very alien to our society(n i guess things havent changed much..)...I didnt have anyone teach me about sex.....I was priviledged to pursue my high school education from a catholic boys school and in my case it was my company through which i became aquainted with the forbidden....The first time i got to hear abour it....it came as a shock...I was kinda stunned..excited....curious....Curiosity....like many people before also made me to do a bit of research....The Oxford English dictionary....The encyclopaedias......The video tapes....the magazines....all helpin my cause...n enhancing my knowledge....N i guess my story lines not very different or extraordinary...I guess everyone learns it the same secretive way out here....No one's complainin n every one's happy....But then is it the correct approach....I mean is it the way you get to know about the process which helps in thrivin life on this planet.India is the land of the KAMASUTRA,KHAJURAHO....We worship the phallus over here(what else do you think the shivling is..)Yet we are so very dodged down..So very shy......We are required to study Shakespeare,Voltaire,Napoleon,Newton,Gandhi......but not sex....the very process through which these great men were able to set foot on earth and change the course of history....its kinda funny and its kinda sad....I guess its time sex comes out of the closet..with AIDS looming like a dagger over mankind and the growing number of teen and preteen pregnancies is nt it just rational that we Start educating the younger folks about it...start a curriculum....so that their curiosity is dealt in a better way ....a safer way...I guess the answer should be an overwhelming yes.....the netherlands in this case is avery good example....Also I guess the parents should make it a point of telling the younger folks about sex....Things like masturbation and watching pornography should not exactly deemed a sin....rather make the guys understand them.....I guess it is easier said than done considering the inhibition attached .......N what about prostitution..time and again their have been uproars of legalising prostitution....n i guess it is rightly done....I believe it is an infinite times better to visit a prostitute than raping a young woman on the corner of the street...Legalising prostitution..I guess will also help in curbing human traffiking with proper legal intervention....Because it will be a business entity(like any other business house..)...rather than being a social stigma.....Also it comes as a boon for those individuals who cannot get LOVE.....They can atleast buy LOVE and i dont think there is nt any wrong in that....I guess thats all I gotta say and I believe my friends will undertake he pain of reading this whole shit and also expressin their views because only then i ll be a bit convinced that I was able to make a point................LOVE........