happyyyyyyyyyyy

Another blog…..yeah after 3 blogs I ‘d realized its not very easy to write particularly if you ve got nothing much to say to the world..but then I thought I should fancy my chances…what I realyy wanna say now…I don’t know…I jus felt like writin n getting myself heard…its 5 in the morning n I m still struggling to sleep…waitin for the 1st ray to sing me a lullaby….crap…nevermind…..dats what i m famous for deliverin…hehe..i ve got nothing much to say except….yeah..crap…so this blog is more like readin a page from the madman’s dairy….n yes I hafta tell you….i m listenin to this song called “Amsterdam” by the sweet british act called coldplay..since..n its d umpteenth time dat Iam playin it…gosh its 1 hell of a song n probably for the first time the unholy thought crossed my mind…that Chris Martin can sometimes actually sound better than Thom Yorke….now this is another unnecessary debate n probably I,as a person ,is ,at the present moment is totally incompetent to tell n explain you guys why I quoted the two names above….crap….see I got u again…may be this is what its all about…its like a chain reaction….we finish doin some shit n then we see another pile is already there to be taken care of…is this really necessary..we sometimes end up thinkin but do we have an option…u like it or not honey..u gotta deal with them anyways….jus imagine the number of useless things we end up doin in our lifetime…at the end of the day does it really matter….ashes to ashes..dust to dust….may be I m soundin nuts but probably insanity can sometimes be..well crap again….but yes its true.We humans have an undying obseesion with unhappiness…it’s a love affair I guess which infact has propelled our progress from the prehistoric caves to todays’ concrete jungles.We,humans,are probably biologically designed to be obsessd with unhappiness…no matter what we are,where we are,irrespective of the great divide of religion,colour,race,boundaries,age,sex n every noun of this kind…..we simply are too good in usherin in a feelin of unhappiness,there is always something extra you will crave for if you are a homo sapien n this is something so freakin common in everyone of us…every one…Its so very hard,I guess infact near impossible to find someone who is perfectly happy.Absolute happiness may be is a void term in our case.For us happiness has always been a relative term.You might come across the seemingly perfect happy face but at the end of the day even he will have his history to tell you.Everyone has his story and I don’t know I guess its ushers in a sense of pride,a very primitive one,to consider ourselves unhappy and unlucky.To wish things could have been better in our case n blah blah n to feel how lucky the other person is coz’ he has got some particular thing which you do not have but crave for.But as I told you absolute happiness is as dead a term as the dodo.Even that guy will have his story.We,humans,simply cant appreciate the things that we already have coz’ we are not like that genetically,its simple.We will always try to make our situation better. Maybe it is this crave to make things allright that made us built great civilizations,great cities,empires,weapons.Every step up in technology will perhaps always be indebted to this inborn feelin that binds us all together.”THE MATRIX” brings this point out when Neo asks the architect why did not hethe matrix a place of permanent bliss and happiness.To be happy is simply not there in our genes.As long as we are here on this planet probably we will continue our march up,tryin to make our future HAPPY….But happinesss I guess in this case will be the proverbial CARROT for the horse.Mankind,the horse,will always chase and in doin so it will cross the many hurdles that crosses it path…takin great leaps forward………………untill the end…………..until the very best end........